Long long day. But it was good – I suppose. Parts.
With the new change in routine and the new drugs and fun and stuff, they’ve been doing a lot of testing and digging around in me. It almost feels hostile, like they’re looking for a reason to not continue.
And today they found a reason. But its only one piece of the puzzle. One factor that is influenced by many things. Basically in simple terms there is a problem with my liver, it’s much more damaged then they were expecting based on the last tests they did. Not a problem though – just means we’ve got to go back to the drawing board and shuffle a few things (aka. everything) around to make it all work. It’ll work.
4 days til my birthday. Ya, its a big deal to me… You spend your 7th, 8th, 9th, and 10th birthdays in the hospital being told you wont make it to the next one and see how easy it is to get caught up in the realisation that circling the sun one more time is a big deal. And like they kept telling me years ago – this one might actually be my last one since I’m going though my last rounds of treatment… 22. Its a good one to go out on.
In the Chemo Chair 